‘Hip Slip’

Wrestling-
Wrestle me.
I'm wrestling with a need.
I'm wrestling to be free,
not from you, but from me.

I'm wrestling everything.

My mind pinned against me,
remembering all the things
that make me restless.

Relentless. Wrestle-
Keep wrestling.

Fighting not to see,
that I'm fighting a false enemy,
because the death of you was a little death of me,
and with every death of me,

I am released.